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31 December 2009 @ 03:47 pm
Upon the new decade...  
I am not usually one for New Year's resolutions. I can, however, say that I will continue to try and view all of my encounters with joy, love, and optimism. This year has provided me many opportunities to learn and grow. (Meaning... it has been difficult). Yet, I have been immeasurably blessed with a different perspective to obstacles. (I appreciate the help Ganesha). I feel overwhelmingly where I need to be. There are things I must do. I am doing them. There are things I can not undo. And I'm ok with that.

I look forward to the new adventures ahead of me. I hope my "lust of result" dissipates and allows me to further enjoy each moment of my journey. I hope to better control the ego and learn a humility that does not disregard myself entirely. I am grateful for the time I've had to myself these last months. Being alone most of the time has been very healing. I am in good company by myself and no longer feel alone at any point. "The only time we waste in life is the time we spend thinking that we are alone." (-Mitch Albom) I am not afraid anymore. Of anything.

It is not to the coming year that I raise my glass... but to the passing year and all it's given me.
Nathan Charlespan16 on January 1st, 2010 10:02 am (UTC)
Awesome. Very well put.